No words

Normalcy from jealousy, this is pestering me.

Keep your distance, I am bigger than a spider.

I will try and watch my step, it's hard not being a fighter.

(when you are trying not to care)
It's so easy to win this fight.

You are not the sun, you are not my angel's light.

There is a demon in your attic, and all you hear is static.

There are things I lack, but I hope you forgive me, and maybe even give me some slack

You can speculate on what my intentions were.

But won't ever know for sure.

It is something I can't even figure out myself.

I have no intentions, I just do things that feel right.

I am the evil one that says "just let it happen.
"

So sick of bad news, waiting for this to fuse.

Its like walking on broken glass
This nausea will not pass.

Im tired of being put down, and feeling like Im not good enough.

Because Im better than that.

I am tough, but am still human.


Any feelings I may have had, you are making sure they will be kept for the grave.

Making sure that your fucked up head will stay.

I long to wake up again and thinking "God, it's going to be a beautiful day.
"
Carlseek